hohos :D welcome.

2009-07-15T17:54:00.001+08:00

ALL TIME LOW IS FUCKING AWESOME!

just had to say that.
bai now!

but srsly check them out cuz if i really wanna go for TQ again,
imma play their songs.

signing off.

2009-05-22T17:27:00.002+08:00

hi, exams are over everyone.
no i did not do well.
yes i did not do badly.

been extremely busy trying to record covers, but my voice sucks.
yes i know you all, stop saying that, it's starting to piss me off.

today self-study was cancelled, the whole upper sec roared in victory when mr ng announced it.
awesome as shitz :)
and after that, liang xian, jeremiah and i were practicing Kong Vaults in class.
in case many of you do not know, a Kong Vault, is a parkour move, similar to other vaults.
i couldn't do it, sadly.

anyway to make this post long because of me missing for so long.
i'm going to explain a new word for the reading audience.
the word is " Necrophilia " derived from the greek word, nekros, something to do with the dead or death itself. necrophilia is like pedophilia, go look it up.
Necrophilia is the sexual attraction or the act of it to a deceased or departed person.
go ahead people, throw up; i almost did too.
i don't know if people actually still do it, but you can read more on the subject from the wikipedia link which i have so kindly provided.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Necrophilia <--- here.

k i'm off.
any requests for songs please kindly leave on the tagboard, no chinese.
and please mention if it's on acoustic guitar(with or w/o vocals) or electric guitar.
i'll try my best to do all.

signing off.

Don't make this easy,
I want you to meant it,
Jasey.

2009-04-19T18:54:00.002+08:00

hey everyone,feeling a little lost right now.
i was just back from a night over and my cousins cuz he had a party and i didn't want to leave.
well before that, i just wanna say;

Congratulations to Grandpa Micheal and Grandma Joan,
on their 50th Golden Year Marriage anniversiary!

anyway, yesterday was awesome.
mass/mast was fun! Father Collins was joking around bout Grandma and Grandpas marriage,
which was really funny cuz the jokes were well just funny :O

alot dancing, singing, jokes, not to mention good food.
my cousins and i rocked the Raffles Ballroom yesterday with 2 acoustic sets and one half acoustic set.
they are in order of performance:
Face Down acoustic by RJA.
Im Yours (2007) by Jason Mraz
Remembering Sunday by All Time Low

sadly alotta people were paying so much attention to us,
especially our family,that they forgot to videotape it.
):
well i have some pictures and i'll upload them on facebook.
so if you wanna see them add me up.

well the adults said we were good,
my voice was good but gotta work on those high notes.
and the 2 Hosts were super super funny,
but i shall not disclose the jokes.

the party at my cousin's was awesome,
played cards, dota, drank, till like 3 and slept.(i stayed over)
woke up at 9 to go for prayer to my dad's mom as a sign of respect tho i'm christian.
then lunched out and my family and relatives like took an excursion.
really fun but tired.

signing off,

so open up your mind,
and see like me,
open up your plans and damn your free,
look into your heart and you'll find, love love love.

2009-04-09T00:30:00.003+08:00

dup guys.
its 12.30 and i can't sleep.
i know most of you guys have speech day tmr,and i wanted so much to be emcee.
i was appalled when even miss lam said no, gah.
many of you dread speech day right? sadly i don't, i wanna be a part of emcee crew.
screw it.

but hey here's some news,
i got my new guitar, it's a cheap one cuz i'mma low on cash.
i got a maroon sx sg replica. (many of you don't know this shit aight O:)
and i'm staying over at my cuz's house in AMK from today's evening till saturday to practice our songs for our grandma's and pa's anniversiary ^^v
its so super awesome.

neways, today was fine.
after school went to eat with the awesome farhan y ! haha.

FARHAN IF YOU SEE THIS BETTER TAG AH.

we talked bout food. songs. and more shizziale.
the guys in my class are so awesome yeah.
well off to do other bullshizz.

signing off,

calling,calling,calling.
running,running,running.
don't turn and blink cuz,
you're just drunk.

2009-03-23T20:09:00.004+08:00

damn,i'm sick.
been 2 weeks but it's worse.
i've got some stress-related-psychological thing, zz.
now i have a block nose, cough and a massive headache.

yesterday went to watch this, with manfred,darrell,qcw,hehan and joel.
well i have to say,the characters are nothing like the actual street fighters.
and what's more, they have Edmund Chen and one other singaporean actor in this movie!
Chun Li, who is supposedly a chinese person, is played by Kristin Kreuk, who is american( i suppose).

It was fairly entertaining, but maybe sitting at the front seats made it difficult to see the fight scenes. Storyline was pretty boring,but a cool thing was how they portrayed the different characters using american actors. Surprisingly, Chris Klein,( " Oz " from American Pie 2 ) looks somewhat like Charlie Nash =O
And Taboo Nawasha ( Jaime Luis Gomez ) from The Black Eyed Peas starred as Vega.
Which is pretty cool.
I'd give it a 2/5.

i can't eat sweets for awhile.
i can't drink soft drinks for awhile.
i can't breathe in secondhand-smoke.
i can't do a whole load of crap which i've been used to now.
zz.

signing off,

(something special i'm gonna post the actual lyrics of the song (: dedicated to everyone and that special someone =O )

Wandering the streets, in a world underneath it all
Nothing seems to be, nothing tastes as sweet
As what I can't have
Like you and the way that you're twisting your hair
round your finger
Tonight I'm not afraid to tell you
What I feel about you.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
and cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will

Forgive me if I st-stutter
From all of the clutter in my head
Cause I could fall asleep in those eyes
Like a water bed
Do I seem familiar, I've crossed you in hallways
a thousand times, no more camouflage
I want to be exposed, and not be afraid to fall.

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you

If I could dim the lights in the mall
And create a mood I would
Shout out your name so it echoes in every room, yeah

That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do,
That's what I'd do,
To get through to you

I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
And cannon ball into the water
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
You always want what you can't have
But I've got to try
I'm gonna muster every ounce of confidence I have
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will
For you I will.

2009-03-16T22:16:00.002+08:00

damn i'm bored.
i've maths remedial tomorrow and fencing,bummer.
and my friggin throat is killing me.
it hurts ><

i'm hooked to this song =O

Insomnia - Craig David

and i've a new friend.
she r elisya lulz.
we like teh same music.
it r kewlz0rz.

damn gotta stop talking like that.

i'm talking to liangxian on msn and we're debating on whether we can wear just pe shorts to class.
i say we can't.
fuck you liangxian we can't!
1) cuz it looks gay.
2)you're gay.
3)so am i.

^^v I rule.

signing off,

Because i can't sleep till you're next to me,
No i can't live without you no more.
Oh i stay up till you're next to me,
Till this house feels like it did before.

2009-03-15T17:22:00.002+08:00

cheering and x-country!

it was all nervous glances and biting of nails for 3/5,
as we have not practiced for long.
but last minute additions of parts and a few solid practices won 3/5 our 1st medal of the year,
surprisingly a 1st prize $120 cheque =D
i'd like to thank everyone for being so cool and awesome during the actual thing.
glen even told me in my face " I CHEER DAMN LOUD YOU KNOW?!"
so i guess the holes burnt on my pants were worthwhile ^^

Dare to Dream, Courage to Soar,
PRCS hear us rawr!
GOOOO 3/5! =D

i feel so proud to be chairperson.

then it was x-country, so muddy and time-wasting.
and i got friggin 19th place,bloody disappointing.
nvm next year i shall try HARDER.

pictures next time.

signing off,

wake up everyone,
how can you sleep at a time like this?
unless the dreamer is the real you.

2009-03-11T21:30:00.002+08:00

waddup homies!
well i was sick today thus skipping school, but i kept fretting over cheering.
nevertheless,i went for cheering.
sadly the class wasn't that all welcoming,and most of them were in their own world.
w/o aishah and amani and me,the class was in CHAOS. literally.
i've my utmost faith in 3/5,but no one gives a fuck.
"oh so what he's the chairperson? big fuck? we don't care."
i just hope we get thru the competition.

3/5, WAKE UP PLEASE. I BEG YOU.

went gym with zurhairi after that.
surprising he's amazingly strong. but i'm not too shabby myself aye =D
haha, well we went in about 6.20 and came out and 7.50.
around 1 and half hour working out.
just gotta relax my body tomorrow and eat tonnes of carbs and drink plenty of water.
hopefully i can get top 5 this year x-country.

signing off,

I've got the dynamo of volition,
With po-pole position,
Automatic transmission with lo-ow emissions,
I'm a brand new addition to the old edition,
With the love unconditional.

2009-02-24T21:11:00.003+08:00

Greetings, mortals. (gosh i sound so dictator-ish O:)
ss common test was fine,cept that i may fail it (?)
but thank god i passed my ss so far,and my math retest =D
20/23,where did teh 3 mark go lalz.

okay guys here's the low down on something zurhairi(the cool dude beside meh in class!)told me.
he said,
"My cousin/friend told me in a condom packet there are 3 condoms,
and 1 out of 3 condoms are fail/faulty/spoilt.
so the best is wear 2 when you make love."
i was like how in the world would THAT feel ?
like holy shit so squeezy it r squeezing my pee-nus.(hoho sounds like venus!)

JOKE MEGA PHAIL LALZ.

aight well.
of to do nerd stuff.

signing off,

bleed on the grass,
lying in the past.
crossing of fingers,
& embracing of lips.

bet you thought i was gonna write something evil here eh ? =D

2009-02-10T20:28:00.001+08:00

blink 182 is getting back together!

Hell yeah! wooooooooooooo.

k bye =D

signing off;

i fell in love,
with the girl at the rock show.

2009-02-08T12:54:00.009+08:00

THE PARTY WAS FUCKING AWESOME.

sorry bout that.
but it really was awesome as hell.
and the four siblings (maybe three or two)
are back together and chilling like old times.
right wei min ? ^-^

Happy Birthday to my dearest big sister Felicia Tin <3
your 16 now.
means you can watch nc16 movies ! woooooooo !
haha.

the aquarius management damn mean.
cannot even swim in fbt lol.
darren loaned me his fbt's to swim and i thought can.
then when i was like shouting at the slide there, the management woman came
and said what cannot swim.
i was like " wtff ? "
well nvm =D
the sec 4 dudes were so cool man,
hamizan and nawfal soooo freaking funnyz0rz.
always made me smile.

gah i wished that night would never ever ever end.
thank you god for that wonderous day.
thank you god for my reunion with my sisters.
and lastly thank you god for being here when i need you.
hallelujah !
amen ; ♥

bigsister weimin ♥
bigsister fel tin ♥
bigsister fel yam ♥
bigsister denise margeret ♥
let's hope we chill like we used to.

signing off ;

end it,
you're gone and ;
don't you wake me up,
i don't want this dream to end.

2009-02-05T21:04:00.002+08:00

i got detention.

lulz.

like wtf.

my guai kia reputation is gone T.T

man that sucks.

ryan and glen wore short paaaaants =D

signing off;

and i hate how much,
i love you girl,
i can't stand how much,
i need you, baby.

2009-02-04T20:11:00.002+08:00

i'm gonna reply amani first.
here goes.

NIUZ0RZ I WILL NOT STOP =D
i'm gay ! i'm the coolest chairman ever and 1/41 of what makes 3/5 alive =D
so THERE ! ^-^

k done.

today art was shiokzxz.
i got a free roti-john =D
hoheehoheehos.
we were like doing random bullshiz and stuff while drawing.
i have a really wild imagination i just found out lalz.

blah.
the end.

signing off,

don't be mad please,
stop the hating.
just be glad that,
they'll be waiting.

2009-02-03T22:35:00.006+08:00

k bored.
school sucks.
life sucks.
i'm bored.

i'm sorry shirley,
i've not been a good boyfriend.
if you hate me to the core, i'm not surprised.
its just ... idk what to do.
i'm sorry. really sorry.

(epic silence ._.)

i regret being chairperson.
too much pressure.
mdm rosila is killing me.
sianzxacdzxc.

changing our band name,
not Seduce Jezebel for religious reasons.

haiz0rz. kkthxbai =D

signing off,

i miss you,
i miss your smile,
i waited for you,
it's so worthwhile.

imyimyimyimyimyimy <3

2009-01-30T23:01:00.005+08:00

you know i was thinking, (yes people finally i AM thinking.)
what would happen if some china guy became president of US.
like instead of obama.
i'm not saying he sucks, i'm saying WHAT IF.
imagine lalz.
communism like everywhere.
chinese food here and there.
weird.
k well drop that thought.

boredboredboredboredbored.
dota's boring. blackshot's boring. i quitted audi (yes i played it).
i wanna play Left4Dead cos it seems fun but where do i get it ?
hmmzxzx.
well nvm, i'll just masturbate.
nah jk.
i know ! i'll study, no SERIOUSLY, i will.
(maybe =D)

k i have a gathering tmr and whatnot.
kkthxbaiz0rz.

signing off.

you've got me poppin champagne,
i'm at it again;
caught up in the moment,
but not the right way.

26o1o9,
imy babe <3

2009-01-23T18:01:00.004+08:00

aight guys.
back from camp, i'm not feeling to well so this will be short.
i'll go deeper into what happened next time.
i just wanna say thanks guys for helping me win my
" Most Outstanding Camper(Male) " award.
i really didn't expect to get an award, but nevertheless, i did my best =D

i also want to give a big shout out to,
Trainer David
thanks for being so nice and caring towards HgPb manzxawzzxc.
i don't care what others think about HgPb that we're retarded and all the bullshit.
you rocked out loud in the camp !
Trainer Erna
Although i wasn't that good of a leader,
you still believed in me that i could do it,
and in the end i did.
now i have a sore throat hahs.
Trainer Joshua
HANDSOME ! hahas.
we cried together didn't we ?
i thought it was gay to break down now but in the end i cried for 45mins straight ._.
Trainer Zee
Gor ! ZEE ! La !
GorZEEla !
nice name ehs ? hahas.
thanks for being so nice and supportive of my random dancing,
now i can really express myself everywhere.
thanks to all the trainers that participated in the camp,
you made me discover a side of myself i didn't know.
a side that won the best camper award.
thanks, and kudos to you guys.

wanna cry wanna sob.
3 years time i swear i will be back guys, wait for me.

signing off,

i got your picture,
i'm coming with you,
dear maria count me in.

2009-01-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

o.o 50th post !

Hey guys , trying to revive this dead blog roflz .
well we're all sec 3 now , long pants are very hot and stuffy .
everyone saw me with my nerdy ugly but smexy hair now =D

i look stupid right =D
ugly is the new smexy .

idk what to say ,
well SHIRLEY , this post for you hor lols .
must feel honoured =D
weeeeee .

first week of school already started ,
but why does it feel so nostalgic ? ...

signing off ;

you're the missing piece i need ,
the song inside of me ,
i need to find you ,
i gotta find you , oh yeah .

2008-10-09T20:19:00.002+08:00

Disappointment .
i'm utterly disappointed in my younger sister .
utterly disappointed in me being an older brother .
gah .

well , today went to watch house bunny with :
dict , darrell , joel , jordan , manfred , gilbert .
buy ice cream eat in the cinema .
then during movie me & joel & darrell make alot noise .
well i made the most noise .
i was like " snotty bitches " then the people behind laugh .
hehehe .

& Vanessa , my big sister ,
hehan , [ insert nickname ]
& the rest ,
Jiayous for chionging art !
we can do it !
We'll go sec 3 !
Gambatte desune !

signing off ;

i was fine ,
till 7 : 05 .

2008-10-08T14:12:00.001+08:00

procrastination ,
gah i'll post somehing later .

signing off ;

2008-10-07T20:00:00.003+08:00

here comes my moody shit complains about life .
i think i'm just emo or something .

ever felt like giving up on friends & just screaming out loud ?
you know people used to care for you , but now they treat you as thrash ?
i can name 10 people whom i used to think as friends or loved ones .
but won't it be bull shit ?
everyone's forgetting about me huh .
yeahyeah push me away .
blah .
now that you've new friends .
you throw the old ones away ?
hello ; i'm not some novelty toy to shove aside .

jokes are fun .
darrell eng's jokes are like what they show on the show punk'd .
but simpler .
we punk'd joel & dict they all cos they left the b'ball court early .
by saying that i palto them to mr singh .
man , the way dict responded & joel responded was hellofafunnyshit .
joel was like :
"Hello , Darryl ? You suck man you motherfucking bitch ! "
i was ' wtf ' ?
i was laughing like crap .
but jokes over .
blame it on darrell eng .
i had nothing to do with it .
please , please don't kill me .
i'm an innocent boy .

signing off .

2008-10-07T14:37:00.002+08:00

feels like just yesterday that exams just started .
ending already so soon .
come to think of it , i kinda like exams .
except for those super duper chiong papers .
those nerve - wrecking , fingernail - biting , heart - pumping papers ,
eg ; eoy's .
but hey , studying's kinda fun if you do it alone !
cos no one likes being around me ahahahahs .

next thing ,
i'm gonna discuss about dota here .
the new 6.55 map was an eye - opener at first .
everyone was waiting for it .
now , i have to say , it sucks .
the new heroes : Admiral ProudMoore : "Captain Coco"
& some Windrunner bitch .
the map's bigger .
roshan has a armor aura .
his aegis lasts for 500 seconds .
there's phase boots .
items are different .
there's some true sight item .
blah blah .
i'm sooooo gonna stick to 6.54b .

i like jonas brothers ,
idk why .
my sister & i record our songs thru some thing called audacity .
zzz .
yes i'm gay , but singing has become a part of my life , eh ?
not just in the toilet , & on stage .
but hey , you might see me in america on tour with my sis one day :D

3days to endless fun :D

signing off ;

cause an empty room can be so loud ,
there's too many tears to drown them out .

2008-10-03T16:52:00.002+08:00

Relationships .
you know , i really like to think stuff in depth like life & all sorts .
i like it , like thinking about relationships & how it can just happen like that .
singaporean relationships are not my type , like stead here there .
etc .

watching american pie , not just because its kinda hot & has mature themes .
it really gets you to know about life , like in relationships .
how a guy changes for a girl , a really big impact .
its not easy to change , i know .
but matt did that all for the girl he liked .
just knowing that she's smiling but she doesn't know you're watching is nice .
i always have that feeling toward my crush , though she doesn't know that .

ah , love .
such a nice thing but tough thing to handle .
i'm just not cut out for singaporean style .
america ftw .

signing off ;
don't you just like it ,
when you're in my tender embrace ?
silently , i hid .
till one day , i finally come to grace .

2008-10-02T19:03:00.002+08:00

you know , guys .
i'm prolly gonna fail maths because of all this chaotic last minute revision .
but , some of my friends at least gave me some confidence .
some just tell me that last minute revision is useless .
but for me i think it's not revision .
i've really not been paying attention to my maths for the pass year ,
& i think this , for me is learning .
but thinking thru it , i think its practically impossible for me to pass maths .
i'm probably not gonna go to sec 3 next year .
that's fucking fucked up .
sorry guys .

signing off .
going back to the corner where i first saw you ,
gonna camp in my sleeping bags , i'm not gonna move .

2008-09-15T19:25:00.004+08:00

i just realised i'm not important anymore in this world .
fuck .
don't come comforting me , saying all tose hypocritical bullcrap;
like : ' don't be silly , you're not ' .
in you're soul & heart .
check whether your telling the truth .
then see whether you wanna say that again .
motherfuckers .

signing off .

bleed on this hand of mine ;
till the end of the sands of time ;
cos in this broken heart you'll know ;
what lies outside is just a motherfucking show .

edited : 25 Sep , 4:41 pm .

2008-09-09T16:13:00.002+08:00

Suddenly felt like blogging .

well, had the minime fencing comp on what, saturday ?
i got bronze and all that shit .
there's 7 people competing for crying out loud ,
obviously i will get something .

then there's michael leaving .
i'm not being gay , but i'm worried for him .
he left without telling us , & not even a trace .
michael , please be happy in your new school aye .
bro , we're here for you whenever you need us .
come back soon .

End of years are coming .
lazy to study but i most .
gotta pick up the pieces i left ,
as fast as possible .

signing off ,

A little bit longer ,
& i'll be fine .

2008-08-25T21:45:00.002+08:00

good night revival !
lol , kinda lame .

today had school .
skipped cca .
go isaac house do stuff .
i hate chacharoni , if you know wth it is .

chinese karaoke on thurs .
kinda looking forward to it , i wanna borrow the vest from marie !

i hate squats .
coach made us to 200 last friday and now i walk like i have chaffed legs.

signing off ;
take my hand tonight ,
we can run so far ,
we can change the world to anything we want .
we can stop for hours just staring at the stars ,
they shine down to show us .

2008-08-08T15:46:00.002+08:00

I'm feeling fucked up now:
& i don't wanna post about talent quest till i'm emotionally stable.
So i'll do this questionnaire on Melissa's blog.

#1 Where would you go if someone sponsors you an air ticket?
New york, or Aussie.

#2 What's your favourite thing to do?
Singing, & dancing.

#3 Do you think money can buy happiness?
No.

#4 If you were given a chance to receive something, what would it be?
My own album.

#5 Things you can't live without:
My mates & music.

#6 What are you afraid to lose?
Everything i care & love.

#7 If you win $1 million, what would you do?
Treat all my mates to good food.

#8 What do you dream of doing in the future?
Becoming a singer, preferably in a band.

#9 List down 3 good points of the person who gave this survey:
Melissa's my jie, a good person, caring, weird.

#10 What makes you happy?
People smiling.

#11 What type of person do you hate most?
Do you mean, who do you hate the most?

#12 If you could have a superpower what would it be?
The power to make people happy.

#13 Would you go for happiness or money?
Happiness.

#14 Who do you think is the most important people in your life?
Friends and family.

#15 If you have a boyfriend, would you die for him?
I'm not gay.

#16 Who was the last person that hugged you?
Firdaus.

#17 What is the one thing you want badly now?
My dignity.

#18 Who are you close to?
All my mates.

#19 Are you courageous enough to tell the person that you like him?
Once again, i'm not gay. But if it was a girl, maybe not.

#20 If you could do one thing all over again, what would it be?
My secondary 1 days.

7 things that scare you:

- Heights.

- Death.

- My voice going off pitch.

- Michael.

- Being alone outside.

- Gays.

- Stalkers.

7 things that you like most:

- Music.

- My mates.

- Singing.

- Going on stage.

- Sleeping.

- Gaming.

- Doing sports.

7 important things in my room:

- Handphone.

- Playstation Portable.

- Pillow.

- Bed.

- Computer.

- My photos of my mates.

- Yearbooks.

7 random facts about me:

- I'm half hong kong-er.

- I'm closer to sec 3's then 2's.

- I'm currently feeling emo.

- My singing is terrible.

- My butt always itches real bad during class.

- I wish i have an older sister who's hot.

- I'm always emotionally unstable.

7 things I plan to do before I die:

- Have sex .

- Have a singing album.

- Get married.

- Have kids, first a girl, then a boy , then a girl.

- Travel the world with my mates.

- Do a guitar solo.

- Scratch my butt.

7 things I can do:

- Sing.

- Cry.

- Laugh like a deranged monkey.

- Play guitar.

- Dance.

- Emo.

- Procrastinate.

7 things I can't do:

- Math homework.

- Pass chinese & math.

- A guitar solo.

- Not shit in the morning.

- Fence well.

- Make friends.

- Tell a girl i like her.

7 things you are attracted to in the opposite sex:

- Looks.

- Attitude.

- Humour.

- Body.

- Legs.

- Voice.

- Sensitivity.

7 things that I often say:

- Fuck off.

- Cb lah.

- Nabeh.

- Chey.

- Kima seh.

- What.

- Lol.

7 people to do this questionnaire:

- Ashley.

- Michael.
- Jordan.

- Shirley.

- Karkheng.

- Syafiq.

- Anyone else.

signing off;

i'm sinking into the lava ,
& i can't keep from going under ,
baby you turn the temperature hotter ,
& i'm burning up, burning up ,
for you baby .

2008-08-04T19:31:00.002+08:00

okaaaaaaay.

had talent quest rehearsal's today,
i pretty much screwed up my whole song.
yeah;
but it was fun.
zafran, fidaus, syafiq, nawfal they all really funny manxzx ,
we all fake dancing backstage like dance to the song 'buttons' by PCD,
then they way zafran do damn funny,
he tried to imitate radhiah if she danced; no offence to radhiah.
IT WAS REAL FUNNY LOLOLOLOLOL.
then when it was my turn to go out to sing,
couldn't stop laughing,
then mr leung told me to be serious or i would be out.
*puts on serious look*

well, talent quest here i comeeee!
wooooo.

signing off;

and if it's a hero you want,
i can save you just stay near.
your whispers are priceless,
your breath, it is dear,
so just stay near.

2008-07-19T14:29:00.002+08:00

sup.
i kinda thought my blog was dead too, guys.
turns out, i'm just lazy to post.

okay, went to NTU few days ago for competition.
pretty much got owned,
but team event was fun.
i fenced the whole time, no sub :D
first time my coach praised me so much, yeah.
liang xian's name wasn't registered, so he couldn't fence.
lolololololol.

i kinda like chinese songs now.
like, 2 songs?
yes i know i'm gay, thank you.

i need to buck up on my teamwork in dota.
like darrell says, "skill is nothing, without teamwork."
like doesn't mean your pro, you can win.
pros don't always win. those who have teamwork win.
so, yeah darrell, i'm sorry for being a bad teammate.
i know you kinda like to team with me for most team battles.
so i'll improve man, must report missing more.
lololololololol.

oh yeah, i'm secretly in love with someone.

signing off.

to make you mine,
stay with me tonight.

2008-07-01T18:51:00.003+08:00

hmms, i'm bored& i'm ill.
i feel all woozy& weird.
Ohyeah, i owe shirley a song.
here it is.

walking down this empty street,
emotions run high& wild.
no, this i'm not gonna stop myself,
nothing heres going to be just mild.

cos it's my day,
my bigbig day,
&it's for me, & me only,
so let's just get up, get out & enjoy.

a commotion in the distance,
what's this, they're people.
my mates, the crazy ones,
ones who always make my day.

Happy birthday , Sher-lee (:

cos it's my day,
my bigbig day,
&it's for me, & me only,
so let's just get up, get out & enjoy.

nothing's gonna stop me,
not even myself,
i'm gonna go crazy,
until dawn breaks,
because it's my special day.

this song's supposed to be sang in shirley's perspective.
once again,
Happy Birthday Shirley (:

signing off.

&this is not the time or place,
for us to speak like this.
even if i had the thought,
i'd never dream of it.
so dry your hollow eyes,
&let's go down to the water.

2008-06-28T11:45:00.002+08:00

i'm bored.
i'm just blogging cos people have been telling me my blog is dead.
well it's not.

i have no idea why i woke up so early today,
i have a headache; and i'm grumpy, so there.
i saw he han's blog quiz thing, and it made me laugh alot,
i almost fell off the chair.

okay, i almost forgot.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIRLAYEEEEEEEEE. [:
you're 14 now, must be mature like me.
yeah.

let's see.
i just wanna say a few things.

my coach is a friggin bastard.

liangxian has iron fists, not to mention iron balls.

i like grapes.

i think that's it.

signing off,

her eyes are so there,
they're greener;
here eyes are so there;
&they're meaner.

2008-06-16T22:31:00.002+08:00

thanks yo;
for the wishes guys, you guys made my b'day enjoyable.
love ya lots [:
i r 14 na0.
&&thanks for the wedding card;
saying happy birthday girl -.-

went with mike, kheng, hehan, liang& jordan to vivo for my bd.
we were like watching my psp game videos; on the ride.
the videos were;
johnny coxville,
the cup test; all in the game JACKASS.
hehan laughed like crazy.
lol.

they were surprised to see me in pink;
what's wrong with me wearing pink?
RAWR.

then we go eat carl's jr.
michael was so retarded; LOL.
i couldn't finish my burger, sad faceeeee.

then we go watch 'The Happening'; *cue scary music: dam dam daaaaaaam.*
it's okay only;
only people killing themselves.

then i got my birthday dunk, in the vivo pool by the famous five!
i was so friggin wet; the lady near us say; want throw throw further.
wth yo.
then got wrestling; i post the pics& vids some other time.

then went candy empire; blan some sweets.
bought alotta sweets; then train-ed home.

today was fun yo;
thanks to my good mates;
thanks guys, you guys rock.

&&happy belated bestie day to me &valerie lee[:
3months& going , yo.

thanks again yo,

signing off yo[:

how long have i been waiting;
to be a better man;
i gotta tell you that i love you;
in the best way that i can.

2008-06-15T21:32:00.002+08:00

yeah!
my bd is in like 2&half hours time;
i'm finally gonna be 14 [:

&next;
a BIG;
Happy Father's Day to my daddy;
though he may nag at me constantly,
he still rocks.

hooyeahs;
i went to stay over at my cousin's house,
was so fun;
stayed up till 6am gaming& drinking.
we were drinking my cousins concoction,coke vodka.
dam nice; but i was high, lol then cannot sleep.

then ytd went to Gillman's seafood restaurant at;
telok blangah for father's day dinner with my whole family.
man the food was awesome; &they were babes there ;P
LOL.

here's the list so far to go out tmr;
destin.
liangxian.
mike.
karkheng.
jordan.

the invites are;
kiko; kheng's calling.

those who wanna come;
please ring me,message or msn me.
thanks aights [:

signing off;

just beat it, beat it;
no one wants to be defeated;
show em how funky strong is your fight;
it doesn't matter who's wrong or right;
just beat it.

2008-06-10T21:47:00.002+08:00

firstly; the post.
i'm NOT angry;
period.

secondly;
every guy wants the girl of his dreams;
to be happy aights?
if you're happy with him;
i give you my blessing to be with him.

thirdly;
everything i did for you;
was on my own accord;
i also never say you tell me do one -.-

fourthly;
you're NOT a bitch!
you're my fatty fat cute little friend ;D
at least i think so.
so don't think that i'm scolding luh;
little dumdum [:

if you're happy with him;
i give you my blessing aights?
be happy, that's what i want you to be [:

little girl, we cool aights?
peace [:

signing off!

2008-06-10T18:10:00.004+08:00

it's amazing how things ;
aren't always you expected it to be;
aights?

you guys know something?
i don't know if melrize liked me or not until last night;
but i knew that she also liked some other guy.
idk, but i wanted to ask for stead today,
but i found out she has a stead;
i'm not against anyone here but i'm just letting all this out;
i just gotta let it out; you know.
work it out;
sweat it out.

when i saw those four words at first;
i love my superman,
i thought to myself; i'm gonna be that superman for her.
childish, i know, but you can't help it when you like someone.
but the three words on her post;
you guys should already know;
it's like what the fish man.

i may not give her good things;
but i know i CAN give her good things in time;
but whatever.

here's the last 4 songs i'll ever give you;
3 now; but i've only the mood for 1.
1 coming soon.

it's not over; secondhand serenade.

my tears run down like razorblades,
&no i'm not the one to blame ,it's you,or is it me;
and all the words we never say, come out;
&now we'ere all ashamed;
& there's no sense in playing games;
when you've done what you can do.

but now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
we had the chance to make it;
now it's over,it's over, it can't be over;
i wish that i could take it back;
but it's over.

i lose myself in all these fights;
i lose my sense of wrong& right;
i cry, i cry;
i' shaking from the pain that's in my head;
i just wanna crawl into my bed& throw away the life i led;
but i won't it die, i won't let it die.

but now it's over, it's over, why is it over?
we had the chance to make it;
now it's over,it's over, it can't be over;
i wish that i could take it back.

i'm falling apart, i'm falling apart;
don't say this won't last forever;
you're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart;
don't tell me that we will never be forever;
we could be over&over;
we could be, forever;

i'm falling apart, i'm falling apart;
don't say this won't last forever;
you're breaking my heart, you're breaking my heart;
don't tell me that we will never be forever;
we could be over&over;
we could be, forever.

it's not over,it's not over;
it's never over;
unless you let it take you;
it's not over,it's not over;
it's not over;
unless you let it break you;
it's not over.

the other two songs;
still in love with you by jonas brothers;
with me by sum 41.

there are other fish in the sea;
like karkheng said;
you're not the only fish for me;
i may not be the fish for you;
but maybe one day you'll regret this;

because i'm gonna say this;
Asta La Vista; Melrize.

signing off.

is is broken?
can we work it out?
let's light up the town;
scream out loud.

2008-06-09T21:12:00.007+08:00

here are the pictures from the first day of camp(:
enjoy.

here you go, valeriekhoo!

the guailan trio; starring liangxian,destin& darrell eng.

two friggin weirdo's ;P

nice-close-to-sunset.

now this was kinda weird ;P the bus behind us!

speed-past shot of the going scenery.

peek-a-boo ryan ;P

Q - C - W !

Liangxian looks kinda gay -.-

me& destin; not prepared .

aights, that's about it.
signing off again(:

2008-06-09T17:53:00.003+08:00

fencing camp.

this fencing camp wasn't really what we all expected,
there was scary;tough;tiring& enjoyable moments.
firstly we had like 3hours of free while the others were training.
uber boooooring;
sit there do nothing.
but at one time we were like the yamakasi;
cool manxzxz.
we set off at 12.00;
&on the bus we were all soo gay.
shall post pictures some other time.
ate superdog with destin& liang, damn nice luhs.
training at beach& tough but fun;
dinner at vivo; bought bk& sat at the plaza to see 3little babies running naked around.
i think destin was the one most interested ;D
the trip back kinda gay also;
cos we were all about masturbation& such.
shall not post further details;
went back to class& change.
we go down slack;
now this was kinda scary.

while i was playing an oh-so fun match of captain's ball with the sec3's;
destin,eugene ng,darrell& darren koh;
go down to the bombshelter &puff,
with eugene& darrell playing on top of the shelter;
when darren eng was near,he sensed a ghost/spirit or whatever.
it was a ghost boy from jap occupation;
wanting to play with the guys;
following them even when the go back.
big big eyes O.O ;D
he was like sweating when he walked past me; then he whispered: be careful.
finished the captain's ball game; we won.
then go back class; going to sleep that time they do some ritual.
me,nigel& tsz ho stand there talk talk.
whole night so sian, like nothing to do.
just talk, play, talk, play.

then 6.00 wake up; wash up.
pack up; then went down to breakfast;
butter bread with milo.
i ate like 6 breads; all dip in milo.
nice sia.
inspirational speech from mrneo &went home under the rain.

today was with nivash after fencing;
took free food from the npcc sergeant& go void deck eat.
i eat mine& nivash eat his;
i ate 1 out of 2 packs,nivash 2 out of 5 packets.
rest throw.
we talked about our personal lives;
&personally,
nivash, if you read this.
JUST GIVE UP ON HER.
you told me things i didn't know;
now i think she's a bitch.

7days till i'm 14.

signing off.

you left without a single word;
not even sorry;
it might've hurt to hear to say;
i'm leaving goodbye;
but your smile still makes my heart sink, another sad song;
i can't forget it;
i won't regret it;
cos i'm still in love with you(:

2008-06-05T20:29:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to Melrize(:
happy birthday to you!
you're 14 now aights?
more smiles& laughters with each year;
i'm always here for you, girl.

i'm dedicating this song to you;
specially written.

your that girl on the street;
with pretty eyes& that cute smile;
when you laugh;
my heart melts;
&when you cry;
i try my best to cheer you up.

hey girl, it's your birthday;
so don't feel down;
just turn that frown;
straight downside up;
cause you know we're here for you.

parents may nag;
they're a drag, i know;
but just forget all about that;
&listen closely, look into my eyes;
they'll tell you it's gonna be okay;
everything's gonna be okay.

hey girl, it's your birthday;
so don't feel down;
just turn that frown;
straight downside up;
cause you know we're here for you.

&when you feel the world crashing down on you;
just close your eyes& think about us;
&we'll come to your rescue;
just hop-on this one way bus to nowhere;
cause it's your birthday, girl.

i know it's nothing special;
i know she doesn't like me or whatever;
but i just had to write it.

ohoh; my coach sucks.
he's a faggot;& bias-ed guy.
but i'm not afraid of him;
rawr(:

tmr's camp! yeah.
once again, Happy Birthday Melrize.

signing off(:

best thing bout tonight's that we're not fighting;
could be that we had been this way before?
i know you don't think that i'm trying;
i know you're wearing things down to the core;
but hold your breath.

2008-06-04T21:48:00.002+08:00

so many things happened these few days;
i think; so many that i cannot remember.
well; all i could remember was that,
ytd i went to the 2/4 chalet;
&that today i went to see the compassvale kids with 2/6 guys.

the chalet was ytd was enjoyable;
firstly i met melrize; bestievalerielee; shiyi;tsz ho; farhan& edmund at
costa sands downtown.
i got tsz ho to pass the present to melrize;
then we went bowling.
tsz ho is like good; he top the scoreboard.
& i found out shiyi's name is nikki; LOL.
around 6-7 set; i got same score as bestie.
i was like cool, that's sooo strange.
then the 2/3 girls came; then went off.
then jolina,the little hongster came with her friend.
she stand there slack only; like emoemo.
wanted to go redhouse; but me farhan& brennan didn't.
we go back chalet slack.
OHOH! i made 3 new friends;
my rocker friend; germaine aka ZAYNE!
my friendfriend; nasirah!
my otherfriendfriend; nuraini!
after we had crazyfunfun;
melrize they all came back.
after awhile; i went back.
i call eugene send me;farhan also.
bestie;melrize&shiyi also come;
they say wan go central after that.
bus-ed home.

today training was supposed to be at 9, i came at 11.
i didn't know; maybe never listen.
then follow liangxian& 2/6 peoples go park visit the kids.
eugene eng also come.
nothing interesting;
just rent bikes;
play awhile.
ohyeah, liangxian fall ALOT of times.
&& aloysius has alot of money.
next time i blan fries first can(:

shelikedthepresent(:

yeahyeahyeah fencing camp is coming.
wooooo.

&&i hate my dad.
he thinks i'm hopeless.

my bald-headed brother; farhan!

randomness.

signing off(:

cos tonight will be the night that i will fall for you;
over again;
don't make me change my mind.
i won't live to see another day;
i swear, it's true;
cos a girl like you's impossible to find,impossible to find.

2008-06-01T21:06:00.002+08:00

heyhos!

firstly; i wanna wish michael a BIG BON VOYAGE;
for his trip to england; we'll all miss you; i think.
especially karkheng, cos he's gay, he said it.
bring us photos& presents! ;P

ytd i went to my cousins house for b'day;
funfunfun,play bomb bag,drink vodka/bacardi(:
my cousin make vodka coke; super duper nice manzxz.
stupid sia my second cousin;he dowan lend me his guitar;
when he doesn't even want use ._.
almost can stay over;just never bring my specs&contacts case.

then today i bought new things!
a new shirt from bossini;
which says :REVOLUTION, then some phrase below.
got some band jamming picture in the middle; $19.00
then my new backpack; $55.90
nicenice brown color.
lastly;a somewhat-gay spongebob water bottle;$6.95

i saw an elmo plushie at some shop;
planning to buy for melrize.

&&karkheng was right;
secondhand serenade is nice.

4days to her b'day!
5days to fencing camp!
can't wait; yeah(:

signing off;

maybe it's just me,
couldn't you believe,
that everything i said&did,
wasn't just deceiving.

2008-05-21T18:21:00.002+08:00

heyhos!
i've seriously nothing to do right now.
my dad just got the new MIO internet on the other comp;
it's fast yeahs; finally.
the sweet speed of the internet(:

today was sorta-somewhat-fun-day.
ms tan didn't come;so we had 2/8's boring& stupid ass teacher;
must not say her name; she's the replacement form teacher.
you'll never replace miss ong in our hearts!
i drawing she also say cannot; wth?
ass luhs ._.

then we had "mr ling's dialogue" during art class;
he was like telling us to be good;
i'll TRY to be good; i can't assure.

dnt was quite okay;
mr chan was awfully cool today;he was treating me nice.
i made keytags;
one for my mom; says #1 MOM.
hehan said it was #1 MQM;& #1 MAM.
i have to admit it;sadly, that it kinda looks like it.
&the other was for her;
you guys should probably know who already.
hope she accepts it; or at least take it then throw away.

then chinese; i don't know what happen;
but i fell asleep on sebrina's bag.
&when i woke up;
i was like ' chinese over already ah? how the hell did i fall asleep?'
lols ._.

drama was totally awesomeee.
we all dressed up as people;
michael was some really busty evil witch;
hehan was a pixiefairyprincess!
i was mrbean;
i don't know what the rest was.
i kinda expected hehan to win; but he and michael were both cool.
turns out; we won; MIRACULOUSLY.
weird.
then we got candies& stuff &watched some cool french movie.
it's not bad; actually.

ohoh;
&prcs idol's next term!
watch out y'all!

signing off(:

whydon'tyoutellhimthat;
i'mleaving,nevertocomebackagain;
youfoundsomebodywhodoesitbetterthanhecan;
nomoremakingyoucry;
nomorethemgreyskies;
girlweflyingonag5,g5(:

2008-05-13T21:30:00.002+08:00

heyho(:
today is bestieday;
2months liao.
happybestieday valerie lee!

today was a so-so day for me;
failed chinese;
everything else passed.
heng luhs.

tomorrow's gonna be math;
i'm sooooooooo dead ):
art& dnt i just hope i won't fail.

today's drama was okay uhs.
my group was enjoyable to work with;
the catwalk was awesomeeee!
brandon& michael were the two outstanding guys.
pose so nice; brandon won because of that "pride" he exudes.
what a role model (:

guess that's about it;
good luck on your results peoples.

signing off(:

even if everything didn't go well for you;
you know i'll be here for you.
just look into my eyes& you'll see how i feel about you;
it's strong, yet gentle.
like my caress when you finally come into my arms.
but,will you ever?

2008-05-09T19:59:00.002+08:00

okay, first of all.
i wanna say sorry to everyone.
i've been disrupting you guys lives,
ever since i transferred in to this school.

i'm really sorry;
especially to hehan,michael& jordan.
you guys been my band mates.
taking all my crap; gayness, all of it.
you guys probably say;
"this is bullshit, this guy's gay"
&go other's blogs, commenting on their maturity.
but whatever.
No, i'm not being emo,
cause it's overrated.
go on; hate me; cause no one will ever like me.
you guys probably shun me off like a bug.
yeahyeah, this is shit; i'll stop.

mother's day is coming;
what are you guys buying for your moms?
i have no idea what to buy.
hahas; sorry mom.
probably gonna cook something for her.

school's ending;
prcs idol's coming.
i'm so psyched to see this year's batch of finalists.
play hard; study hard people.
i can't wait for the holidays.
outtings after outtings.

guess that's about it.

signing off(:

seasons are changing;
waves are crashing;
stars are falling all for us.

2008-05-03T17:51:00.002+08:00

&&
HeHan is;
a reallyreallyreallyreallyreally good author.
but one of his last posts was seriously,
kinda going a bit far.

all of you should obviously know that;
i'm not gay for crying out loud.
& if you say yes;
go see a student counsellor &tell him/her that;
you've been verbally bullying some people.
seriously; it might affect others okay.
i'm not angry; but this is a fact.
though it may seem entertaining at times.
you should know your limits.

onceagain.
i'm really not gay;
because,
ilovemelrizengsumei.
yes, i do.
i really do.

signing off.
again.

2008-05-03T17:12:00.002+08:00

ohdamn.
my internets down;
so i'm just posting on my aunt's com.

hmms;
i'm probably gonna fail geog.
my lit. paper was like; LONG.
i forgot that there were other questions,
so i was ranting on question 1 for the first hour.
diediedie.

oh; yeah.
i'm the newest addition to diyana's group,
for emp concert, that is.
probably doing yourguardianangel.
wheeee;

&&michael told me that,
mr leung sms-ed him that there's gonna be some;
'Battle Of The Bands' thing at JooChiat.
hope we're going.

&&i also wanna watch:
Ironman
& Superhero Movie.
Nixon tells me superhero movie is nice.
Justus says meetthespartans is also nice.
i shall watch both!
ahhaha;
yeahhhh(:

goodluck in exams y'all.
i'm probably gonna fail.
failfailfail.

signingoff(:

idrownedoutallmysensewith;
thesoundofitsbeating.
that'swhatyouget;
whenyouletyourheartwin.
woah.

2008-04-23T18:54:00.004+08:00

aye.
been some time since i posted.

let's seee;
Firstly,
Melissajie has HFMD.
i'm screaming out loud;
but she won't hear me.
i doubt she cares about her lil' bro anymore.
still, get well soon.
loveya(:

Next,
MissOng;
our dearest math teacher;
who helped me sooo much the past year,
is leaving to go somewhere else.
don't leave;
please, i don't think i'll ever pass maths ever.
just a few words from me;

miss ong,
you have been a great teacher to us;
cheering us on at all times.
you're strict& funny at the same time;
&i enjoy your lessons uber much.
when i'm not doing so well;
you could tell that something was wrong.
i didn't want to trouble you by telling,
so i just overcame that hurdle.
whatever you have taught me;
in & out of the classroom,
i will always keep them in my heart.

miss ong,
you rock&stay that way.
goodluck in whatever you do;
&&someday, our paths will cross, and we'll be seeing each other then.

-darryl(:

recently,
i watched a movie called
minutemen;
it was broadcasted on disneychannel last few days ago,
i enjoyed it alot;
as it was both cool,
&it taught me lessons in life.
though i forgot what they were,
but i'll remember them someday.

there's a movie you guys should definitely catch;
its out on May 16.
No, its not IronMan.
It's Chronicles of Narnia : Prince Caspian.
A must see for fans of Narnia,
though i'm not one;
i'm sure to catch it.

signing off(:

i'm drowning in this sorrow;
keep singing until tomorrow,
&when the light starts to come,
we'll run, run from this place.

2008-04-12T22:58:00.003+08:00

SPEECHDAY WAS TOTALLY AWESOME.

i was up at 5.15 this morning all high& excited.
prep-ed up& bused to school;reaching at about 6.45.
i tried going in the hall,
but it was closed.
then i wait.
then mdm khamisah saw me;
then ask if hall door open.
i say no; then she smiled& walked away.

7 '00.
the rest came.
then we went in to backstage.
we collected our blazers;
and started to get ready!
we were like all nervous& high;
but we started to recite our speeches.
we went on microphone to practice one last time;
i was like;
smiling like a fool(:
soooooo nervous.
thenthen;
we dressed up.
i did my hair(:
&&i looked retarded in the suit;
but the rest said i looked hawwwt.
i'll post the pics of us camwhoring when i find my handphone cable.
then the stage-hand crew came.
i sprayed too much deo on weiyang& reuben.
whoever walked past them was like;
wahh.
when i saw ms palai i was like,
OMG! ms palai, you look um, DIFFERENT!
then she ssaid, it's not everyday you see me like this right?
hahas.
then ms loam& mrs henry came;
boy, they looked soo nice luhs(:

wooo, mrs henrehhhhh!
then we slackedslacked backstage;
i'm friggin ass retarded.
then when i was supposed to go on stage,
i was like shaking.
i was like;
OMFG. So many peepos!
then radhiah tried to calm me down;
whew,thanks.
i made a mistake; hope no one knew =X
when i went backstage;
mrs henry& the gang said i did well.
yeaaaaaaah!

then as soon as it started; it was over :(
but some prizewinners came late;
so zq& maliah did impromptu.
they did reallyreally well.
then we packed up& went to place out things at the teacher's lounge.
sooo cool place.
we went down for lunch;
the food was fairly good.
ZQ's parents were soo nice man!
after we ate;
we went around to do what ZQ called 'socialise',
we went around talking to teachers& friends;
mostly getting praises from the teachers on our splendid performance(:
wheeeeee;

mrs henry, ms lam& ms palai came down to take photos;
but we were already camwhoring at the tower there(:
then we were taking weird candid shots;
&& raj did his indian dance thing, damn funny luhs.
mr azhar came& they were like;
"mr azhar! how did we do?"
"you guys did well,"
then he was like shaking our hands.
then i say;
"mr azhar, today you look so nice!"
"ONLY TODAY?"
"i-i uh mean EVERYDAY!"
then maliah was like;
"mr azhar; the flower adds to your nice-ness!"
"of course, cos it's on MY chest!"
woooo; mr azhar sooooo bhb(:
then he continued;
"see the rest is okayokay only, but for ME is nice."
then we laughed &he walked away.
we took a few nice shots;
then took one formal shot for the school magazine.
then we walking back up,
we met mdm peh!
then she was like;
"darryl; you've grown taller! how are you?"
then i was,
"mdm peh; i'm so happy, cos you're the only one to say that to me!"
then she smiled.
we walked to collect our stuff;
then we saw mr mahathir& mr suhaimi watching some indian show on tv;
then mr mahathir was like;
the taller one mr singh; shorter one mr mani.
we were like laughing like crazy man;
then they switched to some gransazer show on kids central;
mr mahathir said;
"quick lah, take out your magic handphone& finish them &make us all happy."
then when the guy take out the transformer thing.
mr mahathir was like "yeah!"
he is soooooo entertaining man :D

then me& hidayat went to minimart;
bought things& bused back.

man, i'm gonna miss this day.
the emcee crew is like one big family;
thrills& spills, happy or sad.
we stick together,
&& i just wanna say;
i love you guys kays? (:
let's do this again next year.
let's do it one last time,
EMCEE'S ON THREE!
ONE!
TWO!
THREE!
EMCEE'S (:
yeaaaah.

signing off(:

it was all unwritten love notes;
&& the lies that hung on the wall.
i lay on the broken glass;
wondering if this will last.

2008-04-11T21:17:00.006+08:00

heyheyheys people(:

tuhday was the last full-dress rehearsal for speechday;
was sooo fun.
i looked retarded in the blazer&tie;
mann; hehan's sooo gonna laugh his arse off.
i've memorised my lines somehow;
sooo i hope that it'll be a walk through the park.

i was extremely retarded today;
screaming& screaming behind backstage.
tried to do my famous wall-walk;
but broke the door instead.
rawr.

&&i'll miss emcee-ing.
funfunfun.
emcee's on three!
one!
two!
three!
EMCEE'S(:

ohgosh;
i'm tired.
gotta get some shut eye.
tomorrow's speechday(:
nervous;

ohoh;
&thanks razzan for lending me the stuff i need for speechday;
if you can see this!

signing off.

shot through the heart;
&you're to blame.
you give love, a bad name.

2008-04-06T18:04:00.003+08:00

hmms; here just to rant about stuff happening.

went for the fencing competition to support a few days ago;
those dudes fencing are wicked sick.
fast like ernest; or faster.
woo.
found out there's some restaurant called sumo house.
japanese food, yum!
went back fairly late;
but , heck (:

went out yesterday to celebrate my aunt's birthday.
ate really good japanese food.
i'm a contented little boy :D
after that walked around;
went to the optical shop.
checked my eyesight.
didn't change much.
ohoh; & i'm making contacts!
yeahhh.
scared later want to wear that time;
accidentally stab my own eye.
rawr.

after that went for dessert;
ICE CREAM!
I SCREAM!
YOU SCREAM!
WE SCREAM FOR ICE CREAM!
whee (:
yum yum.
walk walk then go home.

hmms;
these few days,
i'm starting to like billy talent.
they're canadian; which i didn't know.
good music.
atreyu's not bad too.
another screamo band i enjoy listening to.
&& i'm pretty worn out from speech day training these days.
really really worn out.
i can't help it; not enough sleep.
practice practice late, then doing homework till late.
life's tough :/

guess that's all.
signing off;

into the river below, i'm running from the inferno;
they'll think i'm insane, but you'll all know my name;
into the river below, i'm running from the inferno;
i'll take all the blame, the front page and the fame.

2008-03-28T18:09:00.005+08:00

i'm terribly sorry for whoever reads this;
it's just to vent my frustration;
&& at the same time express my opinions.
thankyou.

okay; here goes.

only one word to say.
Fuck.

I worked so hard for the minime fencing competition;
which is held in the early parts of the schooling year.
i though; "hey, i'm not bad, maybe i can at least put up a fight."
but NO;
the fucking 'c' division was cancelled;
due to not enough opponents to fight us?
so a certain teacher-in-charge of fencing& my coach;
don't get me wrong; i don't hate them.
brought liangxian up to 'b' division.

i'm like; so pissed.

he said we had to maintain a good attendance;
& so far the boys i know doing that are me& tsz ho.
not liangxian; not bryan; not nigel.
i understand that kenny can be in; as he's a senior.
but nigel cos he's a leftie;that's why you think he's good?
don't come& crap with me.

8 WHOLE MONTHS.
all my hard work has been gone to waste;
because they think i'm not good enough?
please luh;
i can beat liangxian& tsz ho just like how they can win me.
it's even between us 3.
nigel cos he got bronze in the first minime?
he's a leftie;
sabre lefties are hard to fence luh.
people say next competition those not in this one;
sure in the next one?
what if the next one oso not enough people?
how to answer that?

JUST SAY YOU GUYS LIKE THE PERSON.
YOU GUYS ARE BIASED.
call me 'mr idol' sound like you like me?
deep inside; you're just being a hypocrite.
coach oso; everything oso come say me.
my fault this; my fault that.
EVERYONE OF MY GOOD FRIENDS QUITTED FENCING;
BUT DID I?
NO. IT'S BECAUSE I HAVE PASSION.
JUST CAUSE YOU DON'T COME EVERYDAY TO SEE US.
YOU CAN ASSUME THE BEST OF THE TEAM COME EVERYDAY?
USE YOUR EYES& SEE.
SEE HOW HARD I WORK;
REPORT AS EARLY AS I CAN.
JUST TO TRAIN MORE.
I'M ALREADY ABOUT THE LEVEL OF EVERYONE IN THE TEAM.

i plead with you guys;
let me be in this.
i'll prove to you.
i'll prove to everyone.
i'm not the guy i used to be.
i'm stronger;
better.
& even if i lose,
at least i know i tried my best.

like my dad says;
"no competitive player wants to be on the bench."
& this competition; is my first shot for a shiny gold trophy in my case.

signing off.

i'm so lost;i'm barely here.
i wish I could explain myself;
but words escape me.
it's too late;
to save me.
you're too late.

2008-03-25T21:18:00.005+08:00

Hello (:
the geek's back in the houseee!

firstly;
i would like to wish,
my fencing captain;

Ernest,
Bon Voyage on his trip to Italy to fence!
Bring us back presents :D

Next;

Valeriebestie &michael on their 2nd month!
stay happy together yeahs! (:

hmms;
tuhday had emcee training,
was so fun at first, walter had his 'your mamma' jokes.
everyone was throwing jokes around;
laughter all round!
&& i made a new friend; hidayat!
he's sec1 &he's really cool.

after that;
was soooo tired;
couldn't help lying down.
but Dominic keep disturbing me.
then cannot sleep;just stand there do nothing.

walking out from school;
saw melrize(: &huimin,
i was like, she's probably not gonna notice me.
in the end;she did.
whee; was like, happy luhs.
finally saw me& smile.

ohoh!
tomorrow's late-for-school day!
sleep latelate &play latelate!
whee;

signing off(:

ILOVEYOU,melrizengsumei(:
why don't you feel the same way?

2008-03-22T21:54:00.010+08:00

koniichiiwa!
the geek is back(:

tuhday went to tampinesmall with mum& sis.
go yamaha buy my guitar pick;
cos jordan tore my last pick.
i'm soooo not gonna lend him again :D

went to popular to buy assessments.
saw a few storybooks that were damn interesting luhs.
bought only one though;its really nice.
a really gripping story;with a interesting storyline.
shifting between different characters;aat anytime,without you knowing it.
it's a detective novel called;
peter robinson's : friend of the devil.
nicenice(:

saw brandon yeahs;
he said later he going baptised.
yayy :D he will become one with god!

then it was raining;
but we went to go yakunkayatoast there eat.
the food okayokay uhs.

walkwalk around;
saw this shirt at samuel&kevin.
i waaaaant !
hope my mom will buy for me yeahs.
lols,sounded like a girl for a minute there.
i'm not gay; am i? o.o
went home;now i'm here posting!
time to crawl back to my book :D

signing off(:

i'm just a geek,what can i say?
but when our eyes finally meet;
you'll see.

2008-03-21T20:47:00.016+08:00

TUHDAY WAS PRETTY FUN :D

hmms;wanted to call hehan;
but forgot he went to m'sia.
oh well (:

met up with mike jordan& kheng at whitesands interchange.
had a nice low blow greeting from kheng.
sooo nice uhs.

walked to the park.
rented bikes &chiong-ed away!
whee;
saw aloysius &jonathan.
aloysius grabbed michael bike behind then get free ride.
cool sehs.
we pang seh jordan leave him there (:
came back then slack at the blading ring there.
liangxian came.
we were like; wtf?
slackslackslack.
wait for donnie& spencer sian;
then cyclecycle go playground.
a friggin bee was after me; kheng said it likes me.
i was like; get the hell away,shooo!
finally shook it off.
then donnie call me.
we go meet them,
cycle cycle awhile then;
go meet melrize(: bestievalerie & shiyi at whitesands.
seriously didn't know what tuh do.
just slack slack slack.
go arcade play awhile;made the girls wait.
i'm like; wanna kill myself.
soo un-gentlemanly D:

went to eat;
melrize was like; hi to me& kheng,
while we were queue-ing up.
i was like; wtf?
pfft;
childishhh :D

eateateat then go playground there slack;around there.
kheng& jordan& me tio taupok.
lols.
got chased by them.
michael landed on my stomach;
painpain.
then go interchange waitwait.
kheng go meet his sister;
left me &michael with the 3 girls:D
nothing much to say.
pretty much shy to talk.

went off;
wanted to send her home,although she rejected me.
i've no right to do that anyway.
walked with mike to downtown bus-stop.
3 came;took it.
so bored on the bus.

signing off;

how long must i wait?
probably an eternity or two before a spark ignites between you& me.
wishing;

2008-03-20T18:32:00.006+08:00

sup y'all;
tuhday i shall be nicenice &waste around 3minutes of your time;
cos you'll be reading my post [:

had fencing today &coach wasn't really angry with me today;
yay!
fenced quite well &coach actually said; in his accent;
"darryl, good lunge, good."
it was like, sweet yeah [:

i was walking towards the bus stop;
saw hadi lee &he saw me;
he was like;
"OHNO,OHNO,God please NO!"
i was like,smiling ;P
hadi knew he was gonna die.
i wanted to gayy him,but he backed off.
i told them jokes on what twonine dudes do in class;
or outside class.
was like fucking laughing away;
and some pasirrisprimary girls heard us;they were like laughing.
stupid uhs, so nosey.

went on the bus;
was so mature enough to not disturb;
yes,i am indeed a nice person :D

tuhmorrow's good friday;
which is good.
i can sleep latelate :D
sms me peepos!

signing off [:

sosorryit'sover,sosorryit'sover;
there'ssomuchmorethatiwanted&;
there'ssomuchmorethatineeded&;
timekeepsmovingon&on&on;
sooni'llbegone.

2008-03-16T12:34:00.005+08:00

hey peepos :D

i had dinner with my father's side of the family ytd;
cos my auntie struck the lottery,we had a BIGBIG treat [:
whee;
was at clarke quay;
some classy japanese restaurant :DD

i had some tenderloin steak thing.
the description say:
"tender &juicy tenderloin steak together with mashed potatoes"
then i see; wah, like damn nice.
$28.80 =X

then my cousins salmon steak came;
was like so big uhs.
make my mouth water uhs.
then waitwait until mine come.
then when it came;
i was like : wtf? so small portion?
the beef was cut into cubes; then they were like cuddled in the corner.
so little.
i drank my cocktail and took a bite.
nicenicenice!
then eateateat and talktalktalk
finish then i go order a dessert called;
my favourite softtoy, COOKIE MONSTERRR :D
was like UBER nice luhs!
drinkdrink so fast until brain freeze.

then me &my cousin go sit near the river there,
cooling uhs.
wanted to take pictures;but my phone's camera sucks.
so; can't uhs, sorry peepos.

saw bungie rocket sia;
like so cool;
then my cousin was like ranting about how we had no balls to take;
pfft, childishh!
was like scary uhs.
almost wanted to take [:

then walkwalk to the mrt;
goo homee D:
wished that the night would never end;
melrize, next time invite yoos with mybestie & urtwinnie;
together with her ____ :D

tomorrow's school already;
sigh;
better chiong my work,
didn't even touch.
forgot everything uhs.

signing off [:

cursemyenemiesforever,let'sslitourwrists&burndownsomethingbeautiful;

2008-03-13T18:30:00.003+08:00

wheehoos; hey peepos!

i'm like so bored luhs;
tried to do my math homework tuhday;
but suddenly everything don't know how to do.
GAHH.
screw my brain uhs.

hmms; finally got dota on my com;
thanks to darrelleng.
so long never play; then now i'm like a TOTAL NOOB.

Help wanted;
a teacher to teach me maths;
and dota [:

ohoh! anyone knows how to style your hair like tom delonge's hair in the video;
always by blink182? he's the singer;
if yes; please teach me uhs.

hope i'll be hyper sometime later;
valerie bestie; make me hyper uhs!
&& melrize please don't hate me uhs ;D

kayskays;
fencing &emceee training tomorrow.

signing off;

fatefellshortthistime;yoursmilefadesinthesummer;
placeyourhandinmine;i’llleavewheniwanna [:

2008-03-11T21:57:00.008+08:00

Yay, finally can post;
thanks to valerielee(:
for making my internet work;
cos i play games with her then can!
wheehoos;

hmms; tuhday wanted to go out,
but was raining;
so i stayed at home like no life liddat;
stand at com; staring the screen there.

gosh,i'm retarded.

yeah; so hyper now,
thanks to valerielee again yeahs!
we have just formed a group called;
the peepos who have a screw loose somewhere in the head :D

that was a mouthful.

valerielee oh valerielee;
let's be hyper peepos always uhs!
cancancan? :DD
play games till liddat luhs!
pool& tictactoe &scissorspaperstone;
funfunfun!
tuhday was quite a fun day yeahs; BUT
have fencing tomorrow; tiringtiring uhs!

signing off; [:

picturesofyou; picturesofme;

2008-03-10T20:11:00.009+08:00

woah; can't take it, have to blog!

kay; first i would like to show you guys a poster of a competition;
something like s'pore idol.
it gives away a JUICY,COLD,HARD, cash prize for the winner of the solo;
&& a Epiphone Les Paul Electric Guitar for the winner of the bands;

and guess what;
My Dearest,coolest &suave big-brother;
Farhan Shah Bin Ramlan, or Effess;
you rock-core mann.
got into the semi-finals! whee;
let's give him three-cheers; and support him all the way!
your this lil'bro here; will DEFINITELY support you;
no matter what, as you do to me!

kays; back to normal size =X
i made two new friends this week.
valerielee ; 2/4 de.
&& xinying ; the 'NICENICE' person ;P

today i like abit no life uhs.
nothing to do at home; cus my psp spoil.
rawrr.
anyone wanna go out; gimme a call, i try sneak out :D

hmms;
tuhday had fencing.
coach gave me a tongue-lashing;
cos i was sort of "dancing" to the beat of the song while fencing.
pfft ; care him.
then picnic-ed with eugene ng,liang & ryanangyen.
kheng came; after that him &liang did the ;
MadTV : Gay Gangster thing.
funny seh; cos liang was like, soo gay.
kheng oso. yeahhs.

then, walked with ryanangyen to the bus-stop,
took 3 & went home.
was like so tired when i got home.
but after i showered; suddenly a burst of energy came.
then so enthu; on music &started head-banging.
I'm so weird uhs.

effess bro; rock on.
win this for us!

signing off;

shortygotlowlowlowlowlowlowlow;

2008-03-07T20:32:00.002+08:00

whees; ellos!

today was cheeringcomp& x-country!
wheehoo!
2/9 got 2nd in sec2; yays.
rock on guys [:
&& mrleung's saxophone solo was like nice luhs;but,
i think teachers can't help luhs :D yayyyys.
& jolene jie was so cool dancing with razzan;
coming from your didi uhs [:
jie love you luhs ! but;still cannot recognize me =.=

then x-country;
was like going to puke during the run; and got a stitch.
BUT;
i got eighth place in the sec2 yeahs;&& 2/9 got best team for sec2!
wheehoo; twoninewillrockyoudownthehouse.

then went downtown with my new best friend;
wangyensoon!
took bus with him& his friends.
then he went off; but laura didn't want him too.
CHILDISH luhs.
haiyo;
laura, grow up.

tuhday rocked;
&& effess bro; come back to PRCS mann!
if you read this, please say YES mannn.

signing off;

comeonletmeholdyou,touchyou,feelyou;always
kissyou,taste you,allnight;always [:

2008-03-06T20:07:00.003+08:00

seriously not feeling like posting.
but,what the heck;
i'll put on a smilee :D

okays;cheering today!
yeahs;2/9 did it;three-cheers [:
fun luhs :D

went to eat with benedict, joel& mike.

was trying burning stuff with a lighter sia,
the benedict go try burn leaf, gravel and all that shit.

we nth better do sit under void deck;talk talk.
then went home;
sat down and played my guitar, was like; so fucking sad;
dunno why luhs.
guess it's my fault that we're in this.
sorry.

crosscountry's tomorrow; whee.
2/9 rock kays; let's do our best!

signing off. sorrymyfault; i'mjustfuckedup.

and there hearts all over the world tonight;

2008-03-05T18:49:00.002+08:00

hohos :D ellos.

today had cheering;
first part not fun;was playing DJ max while nixau& justus were watching.
then; celeste& marilyn was like thinking of dance steps;
then the" everything in school you've lost,don't worry we'll find it all" part;
had a sort of low-bow ur ownself,then i tried.
donavon put his hand below my "didi" and i landed on it.

ouch.

then was like laughing like shit sia.
then the guys had our parts practiced;big guys carry the small guys
we're supposed to carry banners, us small guys.
it's like uber funnn.
whee;

then went for mc speech day thing practice.
okayokay luhs; i guess.
then went home.
super tired on the bus =.=
that's all [:

signing off :D wishicouldholdyouinmyarmsandneverletgo.

it's nine in the afternoon and your eyes are the size of the moon; whee.

2008-03-04T21:13:00.004+08:00

Here's the pics :D Please puke if you have to xD

Have fun :D

signing off [: again.

2008-03-04T20:38:00.004+08:00

yo yo!

went lunch wif benedict, che wei, destin& manfred.
go mac eat then after we eat, benedict bo liao go make some weird thing;
comprised of:
-bbq sauce
-curry sauce
-ice
-tissue
-cabbage

not sure what else;
see it for urself in the next post :P

then went running.
netballers were late; due to some unknown reason.
so fun; shiok shiok windy windy de;
i like never sweat. YEAH!
going fencing made my stamina increase alot.
whee;

ate the jelly ice-cream;the b-j ice-cream! :P
compared who can make the longest =.=
think darrell suck until like so long luhs.
then went home and called her [:
so happy luhs :D

Countdown to Cross Country; 3 days away!

signing off [: 040308 [: protectingyoualways; i'myourguardianangel.

2008-03-03T21:06:00.002+08:00

hey heys y'all :D

today we had cheering;
andand i was like soooo enthu luhs =.=
so cool sia; michael said that vanessa mus pay him 5bucks,
IF he creates a drum-beat.
He was joking, but vanessa gave him the 5bucks.

cool.

heys, if i beatbox can i get paid? ;D

whee; moving on.
fencing after that; coach was not so angry with me todays.
yays [:
learnt that new line lunge& the shoulder touche.
had speech dayy mc practice.
i was like not feeling well, kept dosing off D:
mrs henry said i was too over-confident; i'll try to work on that,
and i fidget too much; okay, loss for words on that.

Countdown to cross country :D 4 days away!

signing off [: wishingonastarthatwe'llbetogether.

2008-03-02T19:18:00.000+08:00

Hohos, ellos all [:
finally created my new blog after quite awhile.
credits goe to MELISSA for helping me;love ya jie[:

kaes.
my mom baked cookies today!
was not bad anyways.
i helped by EATing them up yeahs :D

cross country's on friday;same as cheering!
jiayous on cheering to 2/9-ers [: let's all work together as a class!

signing off [: